YSaturday, December 12, 2009
limit is up
i'm determined to move out once i got the chance
i just cant stand the naggings and scoldings and being the 出气筒
so sick of it that how i wish i got the courage to yell at her and then leave house for good
so DAMN hard to get along with her when her attitude is like that
she always say that she has to qian jiu me and i nv qian jiu her
WHEN I DAMN WELL DID
SHIT!
i noe i've been repeating the following line:
why should i be born into this world to tolerate all the nonsense
when death is better off for me
i know damn well that my depression has relapsedbut i try not to show it and i try not to cut myself againi jus dono when i will one day explode
why is god so unfair that i cant choose my own parents?
finally i've completed event mangement report!
one report down,now left with leadership report.
got two more session to write.
one is the case study of Collen Barret and the other is the comparison of 2 leaders.
now's 12am and i'm struggling to read the 763 pages of how Singapore is turned from a 3rd World Country to First World Developing Country; and guess who is the author?
He's our Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew!!
He's a good writer man!
Powerful that he can write till 763 pages.
Pei fu pei fu!!
Ok,back to reading again :(
I hope that i could finish Leadership assignment by Sunday!
I desperately need holidays, away from reports and lessons!! =))
YFriday, December 11, 2009
currently now at sin ming.
finally can use internet le!
u noe why?
cos my mom sign up for the m1 usb modem for me to use internet at sin ming!.
yeah!!no need fan say cnnt use internet le.
BUT
i need to concentrate on my reports now rather than blogging.
haiz.
jus gt no mood so here i am.
i wan 14 dec to come so that i would be less stressed!!
I'm wondering whether wanna celebrate Ly's birthday not cos Ly ytd keep asking if i will meet her on tt day.haha.
Rebecca,you wanna celebrate tgt?
YWednesday, December 9, 2009
iphone is out today in both Starhub and M1!
i wanna get one of it!
but no money!
how how how??
had event presentation today.
stephen said overall not bad can pass but got some mistakes.
heng ah.at least can pass.
but gotta chiong leadership ind report and event report which i haven touch at all!
dies!!
somebody help me!
i need 48 hours a day and clones of me to multi tasks!
got back my dell com today from my uncle.
he helped to reformat my com into windows xp for faster usage.
but kinda not used, felt that its diff from the compaq windows xp.
was busy installing windows messenger and itunes jus now.
somehow i've forgotten how to show the language bar.
can someone advise me.thanks! =))
i so wanna go to universal studio at sentosa which is due to commence 10 jan 2010!
i noe i noe.i've been talking abt it.
there're so many nice nice movies coming out!
avatar, sherlock holmes, feng yun 2 and more! cant rmb..
YFriday, December 4, 2009
those close to me call me CLAR
those who are just friends call me CLARISSA
my dealer and his family call me CLARIS
how come i have so many names???zzz
i'm BULLIED evryday!! LY ALWAYS PINCH ME, HIT ME and SHOOT ME!
sobsob.
rebecca nv help me! ='(
Ly always like to lie to me. sobsob!! ='(
YMonday, November 30, 2009
last night, rebecca introduced me a website
http://www.bellasdiary.com/it is a diary rumoured to be writeen by Bella Swan in continuing off the last book by Stephanie Meyer - Breaking Dawn.
The diary is quite nice
BUT
BEWARE!
it is quite ADDICTIVE!!
finally, Ly has created a hotmail account. can finally communicate with her easily le. no need to fan fb and sms whether she will see not.
currently in class now - Leadership.
quite boring.
before the start of class, we were told of our exam dates:
Leadership: 18th jan 2010
Resort and Hotel Management: 20th Jan 2010
Professional Event Management: 22th Jan 2010
I'm having my driving test on 18th Jan but luckily the timing of the exam is on 7.15pm.
scare me. i thought gotta change my driving test date and waste my money.
hope i can pass this second time! hai...
gg to one month that i have not gone for driving lesson le!
mr liew said i need 4 more lessons before the test.
gonna call him tonight when i reach home to book lessons!
my nephew came to talk to me last night via fb
but i kinda of know that the person who is talking to me is his mother.lol
cause the way the conversation goes sounds like her.hahaha..
gotcha!
ok i gotta listen to the lecture.
Tam biet!
YSaturday, November 28, 2009
clubbing songs rox
rebecca, i wan more clubbing songs! heh ^^
i'm bored! no mood for projects!
i jus wan to listen to more songs!
hai.why ly don wan create msn!
so hard to talk to her on fb.
and she seldom check her phone!
(you always think about yourself and him, why cant you think of how i feel?
i'm tired of pretending!cant you see how i am feeling right now?
you never really spare a thought for me.
not even once when it comes to this matter!
WTH!
i've hated to go overseas wid you cos of ur attitude!
and i'm gonna move out of the house once i can!!!
ARGH!!
I need to drink myself drunk!)
